Whatever...

Guess I'll post something weird at some point again... if my back will stop hurting... if I feel like it... if I stop watching "My Name is Earl" long enough to do it... if I ever get my own computer fixed so I'm not down in the dungeon on my dad's computer...

The hell with it. I don't feel like doing anything. Maybe I'm just tired and grouchy. Maybe it's the aching back. I don't know.

Another evening of black moodiness...

"are you listening
am i here screaming?
drowning in a silent sea
or only dreaming?

drifting in and out
his mind never rests
lying in shadows
replaying a thousand regrets

can you hear me
am i getting through?
a million miles away
or here beside you?...

...and i know we're not children any more
innocence lost in a sea of gray
but i often wonder what else could be
and i still dream of running away

so where do we begin
and what else can we say?
when the lines are all drawn
what should we do today?..."

- Fates Warning